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last year or so, having climbed my roughest eminences, 

 and not feeling a continuance of the strain to be 

 necessary, I was content if found well submerged in my 

 tub before the clock of St. Elizabeth had finished ring- 

 ing out six in the morning. 



Early risers are sometimes described as insufferable 

 people They are, it is said, self-righteous — filled with 

 the pharisaical « Lord, I thank thee that I am not as 

 other men are ! ' It may be so, but we have now to 

 deal not with generalisations but with facts. My 

 going to Germany had been opposed by some of my 

 friends as quixotic, and my life there might perhaps 

 be not unfairly thus described. I did not work 

 for money ; I was not even spurred by * the last 

 infirmity of noble minds.' I had been reading Fichte, 

 and Emerson, and Carlyle, and had been infected by 

 the spirit of these great men. Let no one persuade 

 you that they were not great men. The Alpha and 

 Omega of their teaching was loyalty to duty. Higher 

 knowledge and greater strength were within reach of 

 the man who unflinchingly enacted his best insight. 

 It was a noble doctrine, though it may sometimes have 

 inspired exhausting disciplines and unrealisable hopes. 

 At all events it held me to my work, and in the long 

 cold mornings of the German winter, defended by a 

 Schlafrock lined with catskin, I usually felt a fresh- 

 ness and strength — a joy in mere living and working, 

 derived from perfect health — which was something 

 different from the malady of self-righteousness. 



At Marburg I attended the lectures of many of the 

 eminent men above mentioned, concentrating my chief 

 attention, however, on mathematics, physics, and 

 chemistry. I should like to have an opportunity of 

 subjecting these lectures, especially those of Bunsen, to 

 st riper judgment than mine was at that time. I 



