92 CASE HISTORIES 



death just to fool me ; I don't understand it. If the father has 

 intercourse with the mother and doesn't make her pregnant, it 

 harms their living child, makes him weak, makes him want to go 

 back into her sexual organs and be reborn. All children have 

 sexual feelings towards their parents." 



"If in a group of thirteen men (like my little group in the 

 army) only four indulge in coitus and the other nine go without, 

 the four suck the strength of the nine. When I married, my 

 comrades supported me with their strength and my wife's family 

 supported her, but her sisters got fellows of their own and lost 

 interest, and she got less passionate and didn't care whether she 

 took me or not. I felt as if I were masturbating in her ; I might 

 as well have done it out the window. Then I left her. It 

 weakens a man if the woman doesn't respond and breed. When 

 passion rises between buddies until one gets too strong, he seeks 

 a girl and absorbs the other fellow's strength. If a man should 

 receive another fellow in his mouth, his ear, his anus, or his fist, 

 but people don't allow that, those parts of his body would feel 

 like repeating the act at the same time the next week. That's 

 the way I felt after the nigger committed fellatio on me, but I 

 never did such a thing again." 



" Once I worked on the farm of a man who was absent. His 

 wife was sexually old and worn out, and I got to feeling that way 

 too. You see I was taking his place. I had to get out. You 

 don't want a woman whose strength has been used up by some 

 other man, for it weakens you." 



When he was still duller, he talked of having recently had 

 both active and passive pederasty hallucinations, of girls through 

 intercourse turning into males, of mothers making penises out of 

 their skin and flesh and using them for intercourse with their 

 sons, of boys whose genitals were alternately male and female, 

 of a man he saw naked in the hospital bathroom who had big 

 teats and a little penis and claimed to have been his wife, and of 

 tables without heads which grew hair. " I've a mind to get a gal 

 and have intercourse with her till I turn her into a boy." 



General observations: On admission he wore long hair and 

 a full beard, and objected to having the beard removed and his 

 mustache and hair trimmed. He wanted all the hair possible, 



