IMPOSSIBLE -YES OR NO 



me — now believe this — SHY. I was supposed to 

 swank, but please don't believe all that. I won't go 

 so far as to say that I was nervous, but didn't want 

 all the gazing and chatting as I passed. I have heard 

 that people who are called affected can be so from 

 sheer shyness — they are trying to pass it off. Perhaps 

 that was my case. 



I wasn't exactly " unformed " but I was quite 

 likely to meet those of a kind I had never seen before 

 and I had to get to know them — and they me. Have 

 I explained myself ? I was in and about everywhere, 

 I could do the weight and hadn't to spend night after 

 night in Turkish baths, and because I liked clean clothes 

 and felt that I could do what others did — meet my 

 friends and have decent meals — my enemies began to 

 say that I was " impossible." That was the beginning 

 of the events that led to my being " shopped." AVhat 

 people said at that time was most undeserved whatever 

 it may have been later on. 



Ill 



