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well; I may see my country, my friends, and beloved relations; 

 but, although I own it to be with great concern, yet without horror 

 or anxiety, I believe the chances at least three to two against me, 

 for I know too much of the human frame, and the disorders it is 

 afflicted with, to be materially deceived. My spirits are yet good, 

 and I have no great bodily pain, though a constant heavy one in 

 my right side, and parts adjacent. I continue at times to have a 

 slow dispiriting fever, and violent headach: my appetite is gone, 

 my sleep indifferent, and not refreshing. I will do every thing in 

 my power to combat my disorder; but if the Sovereign Disposer 

 of all has determined that mine shall be a sickness unto death, his 

 will be done! 



" My reason for wishing to see you in Swan's Valley, is not 

 wholly from selfish motives. To a mind, like yours, fond of rural 

 amusements, and sublime and tranquil scenery, these hills and 

 vallies would afford real delight. It is true the country boasts 

 neither of rich woods, nor meandering streams ; but the inequality 

 of the landscape, dressed in a smiling garb of vivifying green, 

 would please you much; while the elastic freshness of the air 

 would produce a sensible effect on your constitution. I must 

 say we have had very English (which is the most descriptive 

 term I can use) and to a valetudinarian, rough weather; but I 

 found it somewhat congenial to my mental feelings, and was 

 pleased to have my mind invited to solemn musings ; which the 

 prospect of an immense ocean, and these vast hills when clothed 

 in storms, naturally inspire. I regret I did not bring Ossian on 

 shore with me; I should here have perused it with double plea- 

 sure." 



