170 APPOINTMENT TO THE 'BEAGLE.' .ETAT. 22. [1S31. 



settle down as a Clergyman, my little habit cf seafaring, the 

 shortness of the time, and the chance of my not suiting Captain 

 Fitz-Roy. It is certainly a very serious objection, the very 

 short time for all my preparations, as not only body but mind 

 wants making up for such an undertaking. But if it had not 

 been for my father I would have taken all risks. What was 

 the reason that a Naturalist was not long ago fixed upon ? I 

 am very much obliged for the trouble you have had about it ; 

 there certainly could not have been a better opportunity. 

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My trip with Sedgwick answered most perfectly. I did 

 not hear of poor Mr. Ramsay's loss till a few days before 

 your letter. I have been lucky hitherto in never losing any 

 person for whom I had any esteem or affection. My ac- 

 quaintance, although very short, was sufficient to give me 

 those feelings in a great degree. I can hardly make myself 

 believe he is no more. He was the finest character I ever 

 knew. 



Yours most sincerely, 



My dear Sir, 



Ch. Darwin. 



I have written to Mr. Peacock, and I mentioned that I 

 have asked you to send one line in the chance of his not 

 getting my letter. I have also asked him to communicate 

 with Captain Fitz-Roy. Even if I was to go, my father dis- 

 liking would take away all energy, and I should want a good 

 stock of that. Again I must thank you, it adds a little to the 

 heavy but pleasant load of gratitude which I owe to you. 



C. Darwin to R. IV. Darwin. 



[Maer] August 31, [1831]. 



My dear Father, 



I am afraid I am going to make you again very uncom- 

 fortable. But, upon consideration, I think you will excuse 

 me once again, stating my opinions on the offer of the 



