
          suffer. it was not till
 yesterday that a new explanation
 occured to me.


 You may recollect that
 before we engaged I expressed
 a wish that it were not
 [crossed out: so] necessary for you to
 put yourself so [entirely?]
 in the power of those you
 employ. By refusing to leave
 till the expiration of the engagement
 a malicious or
 enraged assistant might
        