n.ioy :p 3 n t . 11 is 
way to a period of • g> 
activity an3 recovarsd a 
a little difficult to oompcabaad why soma should have to 5c through 
lie's perpetually pontasting the right to live and to snjoy while be 
o u .j _».a a r e - i v e n he a uh s c j 303" iy without stint.n’oBa^sr, thara is this 
comosnsati on , i n ?>•»•/ouit 3 as it nay seem, and that is that after 
a period of ill usath one realizes to the full the value of recovered 
3tc3«is5th. four thorough lu wall 'nan never really en.ioys bis possession 
3as it. I a lit ‘fs 3. is at 
better than she 773.3 and is in a fa ids r»ay to steo out into active 
: f again, I can see that yo ist hsv bee - bavi ■ • P Jiamal 
tins of it between anxiety for her and loneliness.Tou must try and 
uuota and keen Quoting a pasage which T have sonstantly cyepaahsd bo 
myself all these years of loneliness:"sorrow enduretb for a ni^ht 
hu.t loy Someth with th morningA, Somehow fcber is a peculiar beaut r 
for me in that passage, both in rbhym and in meaning. 
I have given up all idea of Japan.There is no one wbon I oara 
bo go with and nothing in particular I care b ■ go for.The Japanese 
’o 1 k t 3 i ■'. seen suoh 0 f and tbsir b 0 ds of life cere is nuoh 1 iks 
it is in, JPapan. Had 1 ny old lot \ root in photography that . 1 h t bake 
ne there but I fear I should not be ? > J < • to: develops very much activity 
in that lin&,.fh 3 old shapm of 1 andsoape work seems be have p? • tn itlv 
